| I was turned down for the car i was suppose to get. A 1999 Cadillac Catera. Still can not find one that I can afford. I need to find an apartment soon. One that allows dogs, otherwise I have to get rid of Belle. Yesterday was mine and Luke's 10 month aniversary. Today is Valentine's Day. The first one that I have ever had a boyfriend for. . . . . . . . . . . and I can not even see him. Instead I sit here with tears flowing from my eyes as he gets mad because I am not in the talking mood. If I do not get a car soon I have no job. No job means still no car, also no apartment.
"On a day of love and happiness, I see none in my path. Instead of tears of joy, tears of sorrow take its place. There is no happiness for me, not now. Not EVER." |
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| Hey everyone hows it goin? I know I don't write to often but at least i do some times. Well I am starting college in the fall, which is cool yet scary. At least finally i decided to move forward in my life and not stay at a stand still. I'm not going to spend the rest of my life working at wal-mart. I am hopefully moving out of my aunts house soon and moving to hudson falls. I thought argyle was the boonies. I dont know anyone in schuylerville at least i knew people in argyle. I just want to get out on my own and move forward with my life. I don't want to sit around watching everyone grow up and move on around me an be there left out. I want to do something that makes me happy. Luke and I have been together for almost 10 months now. Hard to believe I can make a relationship work isn't it. For those of you who know me you know how true that is. Well untill I write again. Adue. |
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| sry have not written in a while. i moved to schuylervill. no comp there. i miss everyone. i got a cell now. #'s 321-1156. if u matter give me a call. lol...............bye |
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| - candy manstill no job. trying really hard to find one. my fine is due in less then a week an i have no money for it. went an watched SAW II on halloween. fucking awesome movie let me tell you way better then the first one. i love it so much. lukes b day is comin up no idea what to get him. i made him a xanga its LUPIS666 i keep forgetting to tell him about it though. well i will let you guys go peace out i love you jon,emma, ma, an luke. |
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| Well, i have sliped into the fifth circle of hell. i live with 3 lesbians, ones havin a baby in a few days. another girl who may or may not have a lisence who always ask to borrow my car. i owe $110 on a fine due by the 8th. have no job. have to pay an extra $100 for rent cause it was not fair. my mom is taking me off the car insurance which by the way i pay for. shes taking me off it by thanksgiving. so i need $350 or so to get new car insueance then $100 to register the car again. Not to mention that Luke's birthday is on the 17 an I want to do something for him. total cost around $750. key point~ NO JOB TO PAY THIS SHIT!!!!! On a better note my relationship is awesome and my boyfriend now kisses boys which makes me extreamly happy. =) life never seems to go the way u plan. it always seems to fuck u over at the worst possible time, but there is always a little ray of sunshine to help you get by. |
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